Thursday 20 January 2011

#37 - fake a smile

how often do we actually tell people how we feel? we all go through out day being polite asking people how they are, but how many of us actually care how they are? or are we simply being polite? we all put on a fake smile and say hello, even on the crap days we are all 'fine'

i dont think ive told anyone how i feel in ages, its always im fine, im okay.

no-one is fine, no-one is okay.

its just who can you talk to? who is actually asking how you are becasue they care and who is asking to be polite?

sometimes people might want to cry, but they cant because they dont know who to turn to, some people might not have friends, some people dont have friends who they can tell absalutely everything to.

one day that girl who is always fine is going to stop smiling, stop being strong, stop being happy, and let the tears fall and just cry becuase she wants to. when someone asks her how she is she is going to break down because she has been fine for too long.

Friday 7 January 2011

#36

so basically ive had a crap day.