#8 - too ugly to care?

I have some great friends, and they know me really well, and i can really be myself around them. But i find it so hard to be myself infront of new people or people i think might decide to leave. I talk to people online, then shut down when i talk to them in person, its like im scared or something. And i dont know what it is, i really like this person, but now im absalutely terrified that when i see this person im going to do something really stupid, or they're actually gonna think im weird, and im not going to be myself. Thats what ive got to work on, being more confident in myself to not care what other people think about me. I like this photo, because its me, looking really bad about to go to bed, but its me. Wearing a jumper that i love, which i wouldnt wear out because im scared people would judge me.

#7 - 99 facts all girls MUST know about guys?

http://www.facebook.com/pages/99-Facts-all-girls-MUST-know-about-guys/124763940870358?v=app_4949752878

What is with this? people think they can read guy and girls, just because they've been in rubbish relatioships? because they have loads of guy friends? i dont know if its true or not, but surely people cannot be certain that every single guy in the world is so predictable.

anyway,



i love this song. it so, beautiful. it makes me happy listening to it, reminds me that everywhere i look, no matter where i am, no matter what situation i am in, good or bad, no matter who i am with, Gods there, always, there for me, there for you. dont ever forget that.

#6 - collide

I love this song, i can listen to it over and over and never get tired of it. My friend Jemma showed it to me, im greatful :) dont you find it funny how songs can describe exactly how you are feeling, yet you cant posssibly explain it to anyone who asks because we become speachless.

Today became the time of revision, should have started before now, i only have 2 weeks 1 day, 15 days, 360 hours, 21,600 minutes, 1,296,000 seconds, until the day of my first exam. This is all time i need to spend revising, else i will fail my exams, which wont be good. My mum has banned me from watching desperate housewives on catchup until my exams are over. Im glad, because i watch about 2 or more a day which is bad.

Today is when my social life collided with revision.