#13 - 3 months

its only been 3 months, it seems like its been ages. but its only been three months. 12 weeks, 84 days, 2,016 hours, 230,960 minuts, 13,857,600 seconds. only 3 months without fostering, and its weird. i miss them. i didnt think i would, but i do, i dream about them, and i raelly hope they are getting on well. i was really looking forward to the quiet and space and tidy house. but i miss the toys and the crying and the laughing, the cuddles, the bedtimes, and the running around.

mum and dad come home tomorrow :) yayyyyyy

#12 - ordinary day

my mummy and daddy come home on thursday :)

i need to get a fathers day present.

i need to hoover, clean and wash the house.

the best days of your life start off as ordinary days, so who says today isnt the best day of your life? go out, go to college as normal, but dont be affraid to make it a better day by doing something different, or risky, or something you've wanted to do for ages, something spontanious.

just an ordinary day.

#11 - wall

this is my wall. i like it. i sit on it. so do other people. but its mine.
i sit here to think and to people watch, and think.

#10 - so we'll be grown ups, for a minute and admit that we're just not in it.

i didnt think it was possible to feel so alone yet so suffocated at the same time.

i found a dead bird under the table today, in my lounge, it stank.

i like...love plasters.

i miss my mum.

#9 - love hurts?

ill let you know.