Trust. Friends. How do you know who your real friends are, and who you can trust? How do you know that people wont let you down? Every decision we make could end up with us getting hurt. Its like knowing someone, being friends with them, really good friends, and then after spending a week with them, its like back to normal, not inviting you to things. Thats what i hate, i dont get invited to things, even people who have been friends with me for ages 'forget' to invite me to things. People keep secrets, even your closest friends can keep the little things that they think wont matter, but actually make all the difference. Sometimes i dont know what to do. Do i go out of my way and be enthusiastic and try and see all these people so they dont think im being the nasty one, or do i just give up and wait for all of them to think that they actually miss me and want to see me? I dont even know who to talk to anymore, because one person might tell another and who can i trust? All these little things that you hear build up a massive wall around you, blocking everyone out.
I just dont know anymore.
ACDD, i passed my theory and my exams, so that turned out to be a rather good day.
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