I have some great friends, and they know me really well, and i can really be myself around them. But i find it so hard to be myself infront of new people or people i think might decide to leave. I talk to people online, then shut down when i talk to them in person, its like im scared or something. And i dont know what it is, i really like this person, but now im absalutely terrified that when i see this person im going to do something really stupid, or they're actually gonna think im weird, and im not going to be myself. Thats what ive got to work on, being more confident in myself to not care what other people think about me. I like this photo, because its me, looking really bad about to go to bed, but its me. Wearing a jumper that i love, which i wouldnt wear out because im scared people would judge me.
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